From the moment I saw him getting out of the train with that smile he always has on his face I felt butterflies inside of me
Not only in my stomach
All over my body
He looked at me and I felt like in that moment I would do anything he asked
We kissed our hellos and headed to my house because there were things that needed to be done
When we got there all the friends I had invited were there
We started to prepare dinner and the hours went by
While we were eating our pasta my parents called
I was really nervous in that moment
If any of the guys said a word it would all be ruined
The girls kept covering the guys' mouths because they knew what we were risking right there
Thank God or some other universe force my parents didn't hear a thing and they didn't call for the rest of the night
After we ate the pasta and cleaned the table I decided to take a hot shower to relax
I was exhausted, my legs were slowly fading as if they were ice near a fireplace
I headed for the bathroom as the rest of them were in the living room watching TV
As I started to undress myself many thoughts came to my mind
Suddenly I felt like something was going to happen that night
Something unforgettable
I had talked to him about sleeping both in my head
He knew I was a virgin and most of all I had a boyfriend
He had a girlfriend too so I thought he wouldn't do anything to mess with the situation
After all this months I still don't know why but even with all that very clear I decided to shave and wear my best underwear
It took me a while to get ready and to get my hair to look good
After a little more than half an hour I returned to the living room
They were laughing a lot at the TV
I sat next to him and joined them all
What happened next is what makes possible for people to call me what they want and to judge me
We started to flirt
I had dressed some shorts and a t-shirt that made my boobs look good - It is other thing I did and still don't know why
He started to rub my upper leg with his thumbs
Then did the same to my arms and my hands
In that moment I lost my mind
I struggled during almost an hour to keep myself together because he couldn't keep his hands still
As soon as the movie finished we started to prepare to go to bed
My sister and two other girls would sleep in my parents' bed, my best friend and her boyfriend would sleep in my sisters' bed and I would sleep with him in my bed
After deciding on that everyone started to put their PJs on and soon we were all in bed
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